Okay.............so your probably wondering why we have an instant addition to our family without April being pregnant. No it wasn't the worlds quickest pregnancy. If it was, we wouldn't have any money problems now would we...
Anyways, this temporary addition ........ at least we think it's temporary, is Joslyn and she will be in our care for a little while I think. She's turning one year old next month and we're all attached to her already.
She's very cute isn't she, lovable and very small..... but don't get me wrong, this is far from a picnic.
But don't let me get too far ahead of myself.
It's a long story. One that will take a few posts to tell.
But let me start from the beginning.
April's sister (Joslyn's mother) has a drug problem. It's been an ongoing battle for her for many years now. We don't really know the full extent of the problem and for how long it's been going on, but we know it's been a while.
We've tried to help her in the past, but there is only so much we can do. She is 21 years old now and most things that could have been done (locking her in a room until she gets better) are all too late now. She is able to make her own decisions because she is an adult.
She really isn't able to make her own decisions, that's obvious..
Drugs can be a menace, and they have raised havoc in this girls life for many years. It is sad and unfortunate.
She became pregnant with Joslyn about 21 months ago. She was running free and gallivanting around with an illegal immigrant drug dealer who was selling cocaine. I'm sure he was selling other stuff too, but who the hell knows.
I guess America really is the land of opportunity. Where the hell are my opportunities..... Oh yeah that's right, I want to keep mine legal.
He was caught and deported to Uruguay.........leaving Kayla pregnant and with no place to stay. Don't get me wrong, this was the best thing that could have happened for her. While she was with him and until he was deported, she admitted to using cocaine while she was pregnant........
Holy Shit! Right.........
So, he was kicked out of the country. That was was when she started spinning lies again. Did I mention that she is an unbelievable liar. Like one of the best I've ever seen. She has been spinning stories since she was a preteen, so she's pretty good at it. Too bad she couldn't channel that energy into writing. But like I said this isn't about her, it's too late for that.
Her lies consist of promises of rehab, new beginnings, going to college, and they go on and on. She is very good at manipulating people and telling them what they want to hear. She spins a yarn as if the thread is on sale at Joane Fabrics.
So anyway, when her money making drug providing boyfriend was deported, she went crawling back to her Dad. She had no true friends, because I think all of them are druggies. So she went back to her Dad knowing that she can can really manipulate him. He believes her lies despite being stung a few times by them. But he's filled with hope that she will get better, and wants to beleive every lie she tells him. Unfortunatley he doesn't see that it only does more harm than good.
And she exploits that.
So despite knowing she is a phenominal liar, the whole family came together to support her..........
Oh by the way, just as a side note. April's mother is separated from her Dad, she lives with another man while she is married to him, and is suing him for alimony. It's a lot crazier than that but we will keep that brief right now.
So everyone vowed to support Kayla and we all did. She had the baby, and promised to get better, go to school and start fresh. We all were so hopeful. The sad thing is, the State provides so much for people like her. They give them so many opportunities to take advantage of. College for free is one of them, but despite all those opportunities.... she didn't take advantage of any of them. Well she did, food stamps and money in which she doesn't spend on the child.
So anyways we all remained hopefull, at least until two months ago. That was when she fell off of a drug cliff. We don't know the full extent, just that there is proof of a major drug problem. April got a call from her Dad about a week and a half ago..... and he was believing another lie she was telling him about her selling her mothers Oxycodone. The reality is, she is hooked on it and was stealing it from her. How long it was happening, we aren't sure. We do know that she would disappear for days at a time on a drug binge and would take Joslyn with her. It makes me wonder what she was exposed to, what type of schedule she had and what she ate, because Kayla would show up back at her Dads comming down from it all.
I can only imagine what she did with the child while on her binges. She was probably strapped in a car seat, and tucked off in a corner. The room filled with loud booming music, smoke and people using drugs and poor Joslyn was there watching it all, maybe even crying without anyone hearing her.
Wow, that's depressing.
She was even breastfeeding Joslyn while using drugs...... how could she do that! From the cradle to the grave takes on a whole new defenition doesn't it.
She's with us now, so that's good.
Well, April is going crazy in the other room. I'm going to help her.
I will write more later......